Care, thank you so much for reading and replying. I actually have been having quite a few debates these days and feeling exactly like I wrote in this article about the issue of what's happening right now. I have forgotten that I wrote this article more than 2 years ago. And, now, you have reminded me of the fact that nothing's wrong with me and perhaps other people feel it too. I have even considered sharing it on social media in response to the world current events but honestly, right now I don't see the point because I have no agenda here. I don't feel the need to state my position on the issue. If I post this, it will probably create a massive wave and a debate - which I do not want to engage in. So know that you're not alone and there is nothing wrong with you. It's a different lense through which you view the world and it deserves the right to exist. We're multi-layered, multifunctional beings and it's ok to feel what you feel.